New question crossing my mind

I had many of the same concerns when I was in the midst of a 3 month wave after a big drop. At some point in there, I changed my focus from I need to get off these meds to , I need to be where I feel stable with as little med in my system as is possible for me. I think we often want to get to the finish line but we also need to be able to function at our best to carry through with our lives. I held my med for almost 6 months and just made another drop 4 days ago. So far so good, but I do keep reminding myself that if I have to stop here , it is way better than it was when I was on more of the med. Also, what has changed in your life to assist you in dealing with the issues you had pre meds? Finding ways to deal with your pre med issues prior to being at the end zone will surely help you once you are able to get off. Be assured that these are likely withdrawal symptoms, and withdrawal thoughts. I have learned that my withdrawal thoughts tell some serious lies because once feeling better, I was able to see how doom and gloom they truly were, and in fact, everything became so much better and more clear. Truly hoping these symptoms ease up for you soon as I know what a horrible place that is to be💕

Hey @MamaLa thank you very much for the reassuring words. I appreciate it a lot. I am just very afraid that this “blank mind” won’t go away even if I stabilize. I know that I can’t do more than hold and hope that I will stabilize as soon as possible… Thank you very much.