Last 2 days really rough.

I come here and read and learn so much. I started my taper Sept 2. I tried second taper near 3 weeks later but went back to morning dose. I have great days and days like yesterday and today that suck. I’m guessing these last months of stopping and switching has done awful things. I feel that I’m in constant withdrawal. In that possible? I can function. I push myself to stay busy and exercise. Here’s my main question. I want to keep this going. I think on Oct 2 I would like to taper again. An 1/8 from my morning 5mg dose. Hold and wait at least another month. I know I should probably remain where I am for longer, but I feel no matter what I do it’s going to suck in some way, right? Is there a way to do it so small that it isn’t completely awful? I know. That’s a lot of questions. Liquid taper is too expensive for me and doing the scale!! You guys amaze me, truly amaze me at how you figure the numbers and percentages. Just thank you to those of you who comment and share your wisdom to my craziness. Gos bless you guys. ✨💫✨