27th Klonopin Update

WEEKLY SUMMARY — November 7 – November 13, 2026 DOSAGE TIMING - Clonazepam Dose Time(s): Consistent ~11:30 PM (±15-30 min window) [Stable nightly timing; 2.5% cut implemented on Nov 12; frequent post-dose paradoxical agitation and racing thoughts] NERVOUS SYSTEM STATE - Weekly Breakdown: Wave (100%), Window (0%), Mix (0%) [Persistent high-reactivity wave state sustained across all 7 days] DIET & INGESTION - Dietary Pattern: Volatile / non-compliant trend [3/7 days strict Low-FODMAP, 4/7 days heavy junk/high-carb breaches triggering flaccid "State gut shutdown and autonomic panic spikes] SUPPLEMENTS & OTHER MEDICATIONS - Weekly Intake: None taken across all 7 days [Zero oral supplements or OTC medications utilized] ACTIVITY & INTERVENTIONS - Weekly Activity & Events: 100% indoor home routine [Rest, room organization, indoor ball footwork drills, YouTube, gaming & voice call with friends } INSOMNIA TRACKER - Weekly Average Score (1-10): 4.64 [Brief quality pattern: ~1-1.5 hrs avg latency; ~5-6 hrs avg sleep duration; light, non-restorative, chemically "drugged" sleep quality] NEUROPSYCHIATRIC SYMPTOMS - Weekly Average Score (1-10): 8.73 [Brief pattern notes: Severe baseline distress with harm OCD loops, graphic intrusive thoughts forcing self-isolation, insight blindness, DPDR, time distortion, and fear of psychosis] PHYSICAL & AUTONOMIC SYMPTOMS - Weekly Average Score (1-10): 7.81 [Brief pattern notes: Persistent gut dysregulation alternating between State A (diaphragm bloat) and State B (flaccid/paralyzed), neck muscle deadlock, fungal rashes, eye-to-brain visual disconnect, and evening migraines] COGNITIVE & DISSOCIATIVE SYMPTOMS - Weekly Average Score (1-10): 8.07 [Brief pattern notes: Total autonoetic & 24/7 episodic memory blackout; heavy reliance on procedural autopilot while maintaining intact conversational & gaming execution] SENSORY SYMPTOMS - Weekly Average Score (1-10): 8.57 [Brief pattern notes: Profound exteroceptive & interoceptive anesthesia ("dead corpse" body sensation, muted organ/pain signals), severe sensory gating failure, and eye-to-brain visual lag] , I was switched from my low-FODMAP diet to having a day where I ate pasta completely because my parents were out and we didn't cook. So I had to eat that, and for that entire day, I ate pasta. The very next day, I started eating junk food again. Yesterday I ate completely normally, back to the low-FODMAP diet. Today I couldn't because my parents went out again, and I had to eat some junk food. I expect things to get worse for a bit and then get better. Now I'm making a decision I'm planning to switch from my low-FODMAP diet to a low-fermentation diet. It's basically the same, but the low-fermentation diet is less restrictive. Let's see what happens. I'll be keeping it up until the end of this year. Let's see how it goes dietarywise, gutwise, and everything elsewise. Also, another change I made on November 11th, I made a 2.4% reduction at night. So I'll be holding for a month or so, or maybe two months, depending on how I'm feeling. But based on the last cut I made on October 11th, I never really got better. I don't expect to get better, but at the same time, I'm not at a point where I'm admitted to the hospital or anything. I'm just here in my room playing games. This insight blindness and personality change is crazy to me it's almost like I'm possessed. I'm just using the phone all day, watching YouTube, and I'm not myself. It's almost like my soul has been completely possessed. I don't feel like myself at all. It's almost like my brain is seeking stimulation 24/7 it cannot stay still. I feel exhausted. Let's see what happens. Soon, maybe next month, if things stay the same, I think I'll be at 0.75 milligrams, and maybe I can switch to a tablet. But I don't know if I'm going to hold. Let's see what happens. Anyone reading this, thank you.