25th Klonopin Update
WEEKLY SUMMARY — October 24 – October 30, 2026
DOSAGE TIMING - Clonazepam Dose Time(s): Consistent ~11:00 PM – 11:40 PM window (±20-30 min window)
NERVOUS SYSTEM STATE - Weekly Breakdown: Wave (100%), Window (0%), Mix (0%)
DIET & INGESTION - Dietary Pattern: 100% Low-FODMAP compliance across 7 days [100% clean intake, though postprandial gut paralysis, upper abdominal bloating, and dysautonomic pooling persisted after meals]
SUPPLEMENTS & OTHER MEDICATIONS - Weekly Intake: None taken across all 7 days
ACTIVITY & INTERVENTIONS - Weekly Activity & Events: 100% indoor home rest / low-stimulus footwork drills & PC video games on voice chat [1 exception: laptop formatting and file recovery session on Sunday]
INSOMNIA TRACKER - Weekly Average Score (1-10): 4.71 [Avg sleep duration ~5.8 hrs, avg latency 1–2 hrs; light, non-restorative "drugged" sleep with initial tossing, mid-sleep panic awakenings, and morning twilight states]
NEUROPSYCHIATRIC SYMPTOMS - Weekly Average Score (1-10): 8.68 [Persistent severe baseline marked by intrusive graphic/gore thoughts, Jamais Vu, Harm OCD, feeling "possessed"/automatism, passive SI, and fears of psychosis; gaming served as primary cognitive distraction]
PHYSICAL & AUTONOMIC SYMPTOMS - Weekly Average Score (1-10): 7.67 [Persistent "dead block" neck muscle guarding, postprandial gut paralysis/diaphragmatic bloating, orthostatic pooling upon standing, dry/fatigued eyes, and full-body itching with fungal coin-shaped rashes]
COGNITIVE & DISSOCIATIVE SYMPTOMS - Weekly Average Score (1-10): 8.15 [Profound autobiographical amnesia and time distortion; high paradoxical functionality maintaining complex technical tasks, , and social conversations on autopilot]
SENSORY SYMPTOMS - Weekly Average Score (1-10): 8.50 [Total interoceptive anesthesia for internal organs, outer-body "corpse-like" tactile numbness, sensory gating disruption/muscle inertia when lying down, and visual dimming]
seems like not much has changed this year. Well lets see what next few months brings
Medication & Taper History:
Aug 2023 – Dec 2023: Flupentixol (0.5mg) + Melitracen (10mg)
Dec 2023: Cold Turkey (CT) off Flupentixol + Melitracen
Dec 2023 – Apr 2024: Clonazepam (up to 2mg), Amitriptyline (12.5mg) + Chlordiazepoxide (5mg)
Apr 2024 – Jun 2024: Swapped → Trifluoperazine (1mg 1–2x/day; couldn't tolerate 2x/day) + Clonazepam (2mg)
Jun 2024: CT Trifluoperazine → Maintained on Clonazepam only
Jul 2024 – Dec 2024: HOLD on Clonazepam 1.5mg (Maintained ~6 months)
Dec 2024 – Mar 2025: Water Taper (Glass jar / Wooden lid): 1.5mg → 1.24mg
Apr 2025: Took 1 dose PPI + Anticholinergic & CT Coffee (same week) → Triggered severe drug setback ( all hell broke loose ), paradoxical reaction & daily reacting at 1.24mg
Jun 2025: Hospitalized (Severe diarrhea, vomiting, IV fluids) → Forced Rapid Taper: 1.24mg to 0mg in 1 week
Jun 2025: Reinstated Clonazepam at 1.0mg
Jul 2025 – Dec 2025: HOLD at 1.0mg (Took B1 & B12 on/off daily until Dec)
Jan 2026: 0.945mg (Switched from tablet to whole milk liquid taper Glass jar / Metal cap)
Feb: 0.930mg | Mar: 0.875mg | Apr: 0.843mg | May: 0.833mg | Jun: 0.833mg | Jul: 0.831mg | Aug: 0.831mg | Sep: 0.800mg | Oct: 0.784mg | Nov:
Current Status & Protocol:
Current Medication: Clonazepam at 11pm (100ml whole milk : 1mg tablet suspension; 21.6ml removed)
Reductions this month:
Supplements: NONE
Diet: Low-FODMAP diet