Hi @nick m, You're welcome, and don't worry about what you posted. We're glad you came here to present your situation.
Psychiatric drugs aren't for everyone. You already have a history of poor responses, unpleasant side effects, and withdrawal symptoms. It's only natural that we want to seek out something - anything - that can help "fix" things. However, your nervous system is in withdrawal right now, so anything else you try to add could make things worse.
Please rest assured that you're not "ruined forever!" I know it may feel that way right now, but things will begin to improve with time. You may want to limit how much time you spend reading horror stories and just concentrate on your healing. You WILL heal, but it takes time and patience. 💜
Venlafaxine (tapering) - Current dose 16.64 mg
Trazodone - 50 mg
Synthroid - 25 mcg
“Your brain and body know how to heal. Trust the process and keep going.”
Please Note: I am not a healthcare professional. Any advice given is based on personal experience and that of others in the lay withdrawal community.