Check-in - In a Crisis

Coming out of crisis mode for the 4th time today. Hopefully the adrenaline has finally burned out and I can catch my breath. I have like 10 individual headaches around my entire head but the heavy pressure let up for the first time in two days. Ringing is still loud. I am irritable and anxious but not in a high magnitude volcanic eruption and can sit still for a 10 minute stint. Had to force some food down. Visual is down, but not surprising considering the amount of adrenaline dumps that went on today. I know about Windows and Waves, but I don't understand why the severity of the neurological storms have gone back to what they were so many months before. This morning, the adrenaline monster kicked me awake so hard and then attacked so many times throughout the day it was pulling on my muscles and tendons again. No real damage it seems, just achy now. I spent all day in survival mode again. I am, once again, afraid to go to sleep because it will start all over again when I wake up.