Hi, I'm WINSOME

AM OLD. DID GET OFF ATIVAN BY SELF DE-TOX. VERY FOOLISH AND DRASTIC MISTAKE W,/CONSEQUENCES TOO TERRIBLE TO REPEAT AT LENGTH. FELT LIKE I WAS RE-LIVING A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY OF 2008. DR. REFUSED TO ACCEPT THAT MY SYMPTOMS WERE RELATED, AND I WANT TO BE RID OF CELEXA AND HIM NOW, AS I FEAR LONG YEARS OF DRUGS MAY OR CAN CONTRIBUTE TO ALZHEIMERS OR DEMENTIA. THINK THIS IS A RARE AND UNUSUAL REACTION?? IT'S TAKEN ME FROM DEC. 12 2025 UNTIL JUNE 14 2026 TO FEEL MY BRAIN "CLEARING'. HAVE KEPT LOG SINCE 2025 AND SAW 8 DOCTORS ON 6 VISITS SINCE. OTHERWISE, I AM A POSITIVE, OUTGOING 87 YEAR OLD WHO IS HEALTHY. I STILL HAVE "BEADS" IN MY HEAD?????? THANK YOU FOR ANY AND ALL RESPONSES.!!!