@Mark M 🙋 Welcome to the taper community.
You will notice we are from all over the world. Not sure from which country you are 🤷🏻 We have Bayviev in South Africa as well 😳 Maybe use the "find a therapist" button to find a therapist in your area that can maybe help you.
Most of us are liquidifying the meds ourselves at home. Using water and syringe and mathematics! (cheapest) Find @Cosmic1973 On his posts he explain a lot, doing it.
Also there are some videos to watch in the watch video on the bottom of the screen. (DrJoseph)
Good luck and know we are here to help encourage and give moral support🤞❣️