"I can’t handle the extreme Anxiety, CNS responses through my spine and the extreme volatility of intrusive thoughts."
That sounds so hard Jeremy, I'm sorry. We have a lot of great tips here about how to handle anxiety in the Symptoms & Self-Care section. Anxiety has been one of my own major symptoms, and I know how much of a struggle it can be. Some things that have helped me are exercise, breathing exercises, EFT Tapping, warm baths, listening to Binaural Beats music, and guided meditation. And just radically accepting it, realizing it's just excess adrenaline and can't harm you.
Here is some information about intrusive thoughts and how to handle it: https://taper.community/thread/ffc48870-b1df-444f-a6a6-0e84d06d86a8
Show yourself some gentleness, kindness, and compassion right now. Things will get better when you stabilize a bit more.
Reach out anytime!