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91st Effexor Update - Feeling Poor
July 14, 2026··
The last days were mostly okey, but i was in a bad mood at a big gig last Thursday and fumbled it a little, couldn‘t really remember the notes, the days after were better and today is poor again, feel depressed and mentally blocked.
I will start a Saffran-Extract as i‘m longing for more stability. On the days i‘m fine i remember well and play well, do my stuff. A day like today is strange, i feel blocked, anxious, even thought i would drop into a panic attack without any reasons. I start to believe this means indeed recurrent depression and not only waves. I know i did not have this before the crash on ADs.
It‘s quite exhausting. I continue tapering when i feel better again but i start longing for stability. Anyways, at least the Venlafaxine needs to go. These damn meds.
Have a good one peeps!
Steve’s taper progress
Dose (mg)
Mood (/10)
off Stimulants (2000-2013)
off Fluoxetine (2010-2013)
off Lamotrigine (2013-2016)
off Quetiapain (2016-2020)
currently Effexor — 33mg — 13 years (from 300mg) — actively tapering | with clinician
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