3rd Zoloft Update - 5,967mg

Without major changes. I don’t want to flood the forum with my posts, but for now I’m holding up. I think I’m in a moderate window where I feel more stable, though prepared for possible waves of symptoms. You can’t lose determination just because low serotonin makes you believe everything is collapsing. I usually do an exercise where I list the problems I perceive as fatal in a spreadsheet, with sections for "cause?" "fear?" "manageable?" and "next steps?" That way I Very often, this exercise shows me that they’re just fears amplified by the dip. I imagine that when I finally get through this, it will make me stronger.