6th Effexor Update - Feeling Poor - Mar 4

Today was like monday, anger, lonelyness, a little hopeless due to a feeling of being trapped so long in these circumstances and having missed so much progress and experiences, personally and in life. A rumination day. I aknowledge a quite dangerous situation happened a few days before and still agitates me in many ways. Ate and exercised well, did another round of digging in the garden. Need money, future-perspective and continue to educate myself in stages, possibly open university but shouldn’t exaggerate. Looking forward that the „3 bad-days“ should be over now and were a little better then before, call it progress. Kind of excited for tomorrow.