4th Lexapro Update - Feeling Poor

Feeling poor. Been having bouts of anxiety and gi upset. Saw a new GP yesterday who was significantly better than the previous one. But I had a huge out of pocket expense and the bills have piled up thick and fast so im struggling financially. I don't like doctors so had major anxiety yesterday. Heart palpitations last night. Diarrhoea this morning. My bladder was also acting up which brought up past trauma. Ive had a couple of big cries.