I'm sorry to hear about your struggles. Yes, sometimes trying to get professional "help" while going through withdrawal isn't always the best thing. It takes a lot of mental and emotional energy. This may sound weird to you, but I sometimes use ChatGPT for therapy. It's much easier than talk therapy, and I've actually found it quite helpful.
I struggle with dermatillomania, so I can somewhat relate to your struggles.
Here are some resources listed by the Body Dysmorphic Disorder Foundation. I'm not sure if you're familiar with them, but just thought I'd share. ❤️
https://bddfoundation.org/information/helpful-resources/Venlafaxine (tapering) - Current dose 16.64 mg
Trazodone - 50 mg
Synthroid - 25 mcg
“Your brain and body know how to heal. Trust the process and keep going.”
Please Note: I am not a healthcare professional. Any advice given is based on personal experience and that of others in the lay withdrawal community.