42nd Effexor Update - Feeling Poor

Don‘t want to vent too much. Only few hours sleep. Got a sudden uplifting Energy push at midday and genuinly thought and hoped it would be the switch. But lasted only a few hours and i feel anxious and depressed again. I feel brain damaged, like something has fundamentally changed leading me into these moods again and again. Damn living like this is tough. I really really hope you have a better day. At least i‘m not using Kratom. Worked in the garden, trying to excercise and play instrument now again. But i can‘t imagine how to do a job this way, while i really want to. Hope tomorrow is better again, but i‘m asking myself often how to create success and family with this condition. Wish i never took these pills, guess most of us do here. Have a good one people, trying to get something done now.