(11th Effexor Update - Feeling Fair)

Feeling less great today. Reporting bouts of anxiety (social/agoraphobic also) blunting and depersonalization- spent Sunday mostly resting so maybe an inertia thing? I struggle with this frequently and I’ve never determined whether it’s a lack of self discipline, neurodivergence, or if I’m just genuinely tired. I just feel gross and can’t get myself to be productive- managed a few other tasks though and celebrating that! I cast my ballot and went out to get stuff for my fiancées birthday (she wanted Chinese takeout and I grabbed a basket full of other stuff she enjoys also). She went walking with her mom for a bit so taking a breather before tackling the dirty dishes (#bookending, lol)